Love me for who I am by whycarmelcakes, literature
Literature
Love me for who I am
When we first met, you said it was love at first sight. But I was just a new toy and now you seem tired of me. Because what you see on the outside isn't what’s on the inside. You love the outside, but is that me? Tomorrow when you wake up and I’m gone, will you miss me? Will you realize that what we had wasn't love. Because you never loved ME. You just loved the mask I wore, the facade I put up. I loved you, but did you ever love me for who I am?
I try to hide it when I start to cry. Because all the pain I feel inside. Don’t want it show cause then you'd say you know, that you understand. Oh but I wish you could. But you don't care. Even when I lay my heart bare you just sit and stare. I swear it’s like I’m talking to a wall. I feel so small and when I fall again and again, I’ll pick up pen and paper because they listen better.
Who knew your goodbye would make me cry? You tell me not to miss you,I lie and say I’ll try. Didn't know you very long, so why does this goodbye feel so wrong? As you walk away the tears start to flow. I run after you and yell don’t go! You don't turn around but wave goodbye as I die inside.
I look out my window at the snow and wonder why warm always goes cold. Why does every day always end this way? One moment spinning around then suddenly falling to the ground. The happiness never lasting as long as the sadness. If you were here I’d make you see that everything around me is a tragedy. But these are just words on paper, nothing greater. Why do I dream at all, only to wake up to reality?
Love me for who I am by whycarmelcakes, literature
Literature
Love me for who I am
When we first met, you said it was love at first sight. But I was just a new toy and now you seem tired of me. Because what you see on the outside isn't what’s on the inside. You love the outside, but is that me? Tomorrow when you wake up and I’m gone, will you miss me? Will you realize that what we had wasn't love. Because you never loved ME. You just loved the mask I wore, the facade I put up. I loved you, but did you ever love me for who I am?
I try to hide it when I start to cry. Because all the pain I feel inside. Don’t want it show cause then you'd say you know, that you understand. Oh but I wish you could. But you don't care. Even when I lay my heart bare you just sit and stare. I swear it’s like I’m talking to a wall. I feel so small and when I fall again and again, I’ll pick up pen and paper because they listen better.
Who knew your goodbye would make me cry? You tell me not to miss you,I lie and say I’ll try. Didn't know you very long, so why does this goodbye feel so wrong? As you walk away the tears start to flow. I run after you and yell don’t go! You don't turn around but wave goodbye as I die inside.
I look out my window at the snow and wonder why warm always goes cold. Why does every day always end this way? One moment spinning around then suddenly falling to the ground. The happiness never lasting as long as the sadness. If you were here I’d make you see that everything around me is a tragedy. But these are just words on paper, nothing greater. Why do I dream at all, only to wake up to reality?
I'm not gone
I haven't left you
I know you cant see me
It doesn't matter
I'm not going anywhere
On those lonely nights when you cry because you don't think anyone can hear you
I'll be there holding you hand, even though you cant feel me
When it seems like the world is against you, I will be there by your side
I have not left you
I can not
Even death itself can not take me away
No one can see me, feel me,
but for you i would bear all eternity alone
Just so you don't have to
because I'm here
And when i see you smile, I am not alone
I have you
Although you don't have me
for that i am sorry
one day you will join me
but till then
I am here